I sit and count the days. I count them every morning, as I wake up, and look at the celing. Each time, a day closer to when I'll never see her again. I dread sleeping.
I didn't have much planned today. Was woken up by Sufern to watch Charlie Chocolate Factory something. I can't get the ruddy song out of my head.
Willi wanker, willy wanker, there's no one just like he. There's so much generosity~
It wasn't a bad show. Not worth is if you've got other shows, but not bad nonetheless. I was expecting to be as silly(and dull) as The Cat In The Hat, but it wasn't. Too bad Violet turned so fat. I was hoping her clothes would be ripped off when she inflated. Hot hot.
Nothing to blog about today.
...I've nothing else to describe the situation it's been for the last 3 years, except this phrase.
"For she is the moon, And I the wolf that sighs beneath her beauty" - October
Manda dropped by school today to pass Li Ching something. It was probably the last time I'd ever see her, or hear her voice. Yet I didn't dare talk to her, or even reply her.
'Why?' i asked myself.
I guess i knew that if I talked to her today, it'd be harder to get over it.
So...I just pretended I didn't notice her...and went about as usual. Sigh. She said goodbye to me, but I didn't reply.
...the project I've been working on for 2 months was finished last night, and it's actually a DVD movie for her. I passed it to Li Ching. Hope manda watches it...
Nothing to blog about today too, so I'll just post some pics I took in school today.
Sabrina Ong. I just realized I don't know her full chinese name. Hold on, asking her now...
...she said she dont wanna give
Khe Chun. We were going through what English names would suit her. I suggested Samantha, but she said it was only meant for pretty girls, her not being one -.- girls...
And here we have a xiao Xiao Yu. Mata sepet =p
I don't think this picture does Hui Yin much justice. Anyway the fei chai next to her is Boon Heng.
Khe Chun and Colin, the Sigma King.
Xiao Yu and Wan Tan. Or is it Tan Yang? Wan Yang? Ah wtv.
The three chinese boys and girls in our class. I'm a malay, you see.
Bang!
Amazing. A picture of my crappy face in contrast with Khe Chun.
Jo Lynn shows her opinion on the goverment on Rafidah's issue. "Blek! not interested!"
Cool Nima, Crazy magical Zakwan, and Poser Saufi. We got the brownies here.
LOL. See no Nima, say no Zakwan, hear no Saufi.
Misliah! =)
Avineh, Nimalan, Hijaz, Saufi, Khe Chun and Jamie.
It belongs to Zakwan... big and bouncy.
Haih...when I smile my face turns into a PAU...T.T
Take one Home today!
Pic of the day:
Boon Heng is making Jade cry! Omg, what's going on? Gossip!
I can't believe myself. I've actually finished my peka for Addmaths and Bio.
Probably the gayest little thing you've ever seen made from a guy.
No updates today too, since I'm more busy enjoying what's left of my weekend(17 minutes). Sigh, life is short. We're so busy working hard for a good life in the future., that we never even get to enjoy it.
Pic of the day:
Sufern's Com, the Compufridge! Filled with MEGA BITES of tasty ddrham!!! Yes I know my
pun's are cheesy! Haha, get it? Cheesy! Hahahahaha -ah nvm.
p/s: Kaizak is NOT real. He's just a nickname I use for boring entries.
Luzzio has decided to create an alter ego for his blog entries, and thus I was born. He wished to realize that there is a difference between the both of us. We are the same person, one being, yet so different from one another that you would think we were not.
While Luzzio represents emotion, be it laughter, sadness, or hatred, that would be done by him, with his own style.
Yet...I am different. Was the soul purpose that I was created just to satisfy his taste for a variety of writing styles...and just to be forgotten, never again used once bored? We shall see, won't we?
Hmph. Luzzio is different from me in many ways besides petty facts like joking or mocking. I remain, unlike him, neutral, and ignorant about others. My name was adapted from the character in his novel, Luzzio's alter version from the limbo world.
No com shall be down,
Or he'll kick them out of town!
That's why the Sigmains sing,
That Colin is our King!
After a gruelling 5 hours, Ooi Hong(Colin) has finally fixed my com, the final solution being the use of double sided tape. =) for a gruelling 5 hours, I had no idea what his technical words meant, so I just nodded yes and 'uh-huh'.
Apparently this was the problem with my com overheating so much. Dust, dust, dust had gathered all over the heatsink. Kekeke.
Thanks Ooi Hong =) And thanks to him, you guys ain't getting an update tonight, cos I'm off dotAing!!!
YES! I can finally finish amanda's project without a prob!
Pic of the day:
See, fat.
ps: Seems we have a foreign flamer in our blogosphere lately. Give him a scolding if u can, k?
Lai: I find it hard to look away from you recently.
Cass: Eh? Why so?
Lai: Remember how you keep telling me how flat you are?
Cass: ...yeah???
Lai: I don't think they are now.
Cass: Ahahah! Remind me to be weary of u. And besides, it's the bra that makes it look big...
Lai: Issit? Hmmm
Cass: I'm flat...dont deny it.
Lai: Sigh...why do all girls say that...?
So, uh, what IS it with girls and their boobs? Before you start raining me with flames about sin and all that bullshit, I must say that I have Cass's full consent to write about this and also, its about girls in general being too self conscious.
I told Pei Yi she's pretty, and she said she was ugly. I told Cass she wasn't flat, and she said she was. I told Amanda she wasn't fat, and she said she was fat. I tell girls good things about them, and they deny it.
Why? I would usually say they are humble, but I don't think this is the case.
First of all, I for one, LIKE girls who aren't skinny. A little puppy fat around the waist and(including various other body parts),in my opinion, is cute and sexy. I have no idea what causes other, or rather the majority, of men to like perfectly slim and thin girls. I mean, when it's cold at night and you need someone to hug, the girl you'd love to hug would be like a blanket. If she's too thin, it's like hugging a thin blanket, and you're just too cold. But one that has some flesh at least, is just so huggable and lovable in my opinion. Of course, if that girl was a trucker, I'd rather not even be near her. But a little fat is fine. =)
Ah, back to girls and them being so concious about their bodies. Sometimes, the reason I like to stare at Cass(or any other girl la) while sitting next to them, is NOT BECAUSE IM LOOKING AT THEIR BOOBIES! No. On the contrary. You'll come to realize that I DONT fall for girls on the spot. Ha, you may think i'm bullshitting, but I like a girl for her character. And it's only AFTER I fall for that person's personality, that I start admiring their body. Believe it. Because, think of it this way. All girls will grow old and become ugly in the end. So, if you go for an okay looking girl with a good personality, at least you'll just end up with an ugly grandma but with a good heart in the end. BUT, if you married a beautiful girl just for her looks, (she wants everything her way and is a spoilt bitch), then you'll end up with a fugly old grandma who is ALSO a bitch.
Nice ugly grandma or bitchy ugly grandma? You decide.
I've heard many times from girls, "i'm on a diet.". Now, really, how many people actually mean it? None, I suppose. First of all you're secondary school girls. What IS there to diet about? Your hormones are raging, and all that you eat gets turn into something sexy and seductive ;). Of course, eating TOO MUCH is not good for your health, but you still shouldn' deprive your body of the nutrients.
I've so much to say, yet so little time. Manda's work again. Anyway, on the last note.
If I was in love, it'd be because the girl is beautiful in the inside AND the outside. I don't fall for looks alone. Besides, i'm an ugly mug, can't be picky now, can I? ;)
So girls, stop caring about your body so much. It's the nice boys you want to attract, right? Well, nice boys don't go for looks alone. It's mainly your character that matters...
Believe it or not, this would be the very first time I've ever seen anything below 0'c fall from the sky. I was sleeping while it happened, and when my mom woke me up, she said, "Mervyn, look! Ice is falling."
I sprang to my feet, and witnessed a little miracle.
This was how bad the haze was in the morning. You could actually see it even inside the air of the classroom. I was hoping they'd shut down the school tomorrow...but...
A little Miracle happened, and all the bad air is gone...
I'm not really that jakun... I know that ice falling down from Malaysia isn't really all that amazing, since it falls once every few years. The haze had been trapping the heat and cold for such a long time, that when it finally rained, the waters had already frozen. But still...
I'll call it a little miracle. For the ice would melt away as soon as it touches the floor, but not those above. Friends stay.
Friends are my one true miracle.
p/s: thanks to zak for the info. it seems its not so much as a little miracle, but more of a national disaster! The haze is so thick now that even the sun's rays wont melt the rain in time before it touches the ground.
Was on the phone with Sufern for awhile, and realized that I suddenly felt better(for no apparent reason), and felt cheerful.
I've decided to stop being so moody, and go back to what I loved doing most in form 3:
Flirt. Joke. Laugh. Get the attention of alot of girls. Shop. Watch movies. Excercise(again), talk on the phone with sufern-cass-etc, dotA, post very rude articles-and best of all...
HAVE FUN WITH GIRLS!!!
Sufern says she missus the old me, whom she described as joyful, joke cracking, flirt, and a limelight person! =)
I'm gonna write some stupid article now. It's entitled
FUCK YOU AND YOUR SMOKE
Alright. I-AM-PISSED at our neighbouring country. Why? Oh Why? I'll tell you why. Because they don't give a damn what their actions are doing to other countries. They burn their forests to clear land, and who gets the bad effect? Us. Us 'poor' Malaysians.
And they dont get their haze, you know? Their winds BLOW the haze to us, and now we cant even see a hundred meters in front of our fagging noses. AND WHY DON'T I SEE A SINGLE REPORT IN A NEWSPAPER ABOUT ACTIONS FROM OUR GOVERMENT AGAINST IT!? I'll tell you why. Too polite. That country criticisizes us about OUR moral values. That country has citizens BURNING chinese people ALIVE because they are richer from working harder. And if that's not enough, they STILL burn their forests, and make their neighbours suffer the consecuenses(yes i know i spelt that wrong).
I M PISSED!!! Their goverment is SOOOO laid back, they critic other people, and dont even work do improve themselvs. They say that because America is soooo against their Islam ways, that makes themselves a MUCH better and civilized country. Civilized? My foot. Burning chinese...and all those shit. Bah!!!
