I can't believe myself. I've actually finished my peka for Addmaths and Bio.
Probably the gayest little thing you've ever seen made from a guy.
No updates today too, since I'm more busy enjoying what's left of my weekend(17 minutes). Sigh, life is short. We're so busy working hard for a good life in the future., that we never even get to enjoy it.
Pic of the day:
Sufern's Com, the Compufridge! Filled with MEGA BITES of tasty ddrham!!! Yes I know my
pun's are cheesy! Haha, get it? Cheesy! Hahahahaha -ah nvm.
p/s: Kaizak is NOT real. He's just a nickname I use for boring entries.
Luzzio has decided to create an alter ego for his blog entries, and thus I was born. He wished to realize that there is a difference between the both of us. We are the same person, one being, yet so different from one another that you would think we were not.
While Luzzio represents emotion, be it laughter, sadness, or hatred, that would be done by him, with his own style.
Yet...I am different. Was the soul purpose that I was created just to satisfy his taste for a variety of writing styles...and just to be forgotten, never again used once bored? We shall see, won't we?
Hmph. Luzzio is different from me in many ways besides petty facts like joking or mocking. I remain, unlike him, neutral, and ignorant about others. My name was adapted from the character in his novel, Luzzio's alter version from the limbo world.
No com shall be down,
Or he'll kick them out of town!
That's why the Sigmains sing,
That Colin is our King!
After a gruelling 5 hours, Ooi Hong(Colin) has finally fixed my com, the final solution being the use of double sided tape. =) for a gruelling 5 hours, I had no idea what his technical words meant, so I just nodded yes and 'uh-huh'.
Apparently this was the problem with my com overheating so much. Dust, dust, dust had gathered all over the heatsink. Kekeke.
Thanks Ooi Hong =) And thanks to him, you guys ain't getting an update tonight, cos I'm off dotAing!!!
YES! I can finally finish amanda's project without a prob!
Pic of the day:
See, fat.
ps: Seems we have a foreign flamer in our blogosphere lately. Give him a scolding if u can, k?
Lai: I find it hard to look away from you recently.
Cass: Eh? Why so?
Lai: Remember how you keep telling me how flat you are?
Cass: ...yeah???
Lai: I don't think they are now.
Cass: Ahahah! Remind me to be weary of u. And besides, it's the bra that makes it look big...
Lai: Issit? Hmmm
Cass: I'm flat...dont deny it.
Lai: Sigh...why do all girls say that...?
So, uh, what IS it with girls and their boobs? Before you start raining me with flames about sin and all that bullshit, I must say that I have Cass's full consent to write about this and also, its about girls in general being too self conscious.
I told Pei Yi she's pretty, and she said she was ugly. I told Cass she wasn't flat, and she said she was. I told Amanda she wasn't fat, and she said she was fat. I tell girls good things about them, and they deny it.
Why? I would usually say they are humble, but I don't think this is the case.
First of all, I for one, LIKE girls who aren't skinny. A little puppy fat around the waist and(including various other body parts),in my opinion, is cute and sexy. I have no idea what causes other, or rather the majority, of men to like perfectly slim and thin girls. I mean, when it's cold at night and you need someone to hug, the girl you'd love to hug would be like a blanket. If she's too thin, it's like hugging a thin blanket, and you're just too cold. But one that has some flesh at least, is just so huggable and lovable in my opinion. Of course, if that girl was a trucker, I'd rather not even be near her. But a little fat is fine. =)
Ah, back to girls and them being so concious about their bodies. Sometimes, the reason I like to stare at Cass(or any other girl la) while sitting next to them, is NOT BECAUSE IM LOOKING AT THEIR BOOBIES! No. On the contrary. You'll come to realize that I DONT fall for girls on the spot. Ha, you may think i'm bullshitting, but I like a girl for her character. And it's only AFTER I fall for that person's personality, that I start admiring their body. Believe it. Because, think of it this way. All girls will grow old and become ugly in the end. So, if you go for an okay looking girl with a good personality, at least you'll just end up with an ugly grandma but with a good heart in the end. BUT, if you married a beautiful girl just for her looks, (she wants everything her way and is a spoilt bitch), then you'll end up with a fugly old grandma who is ALSO a bitch.
Nice ugly grandma or bitchy ugly grandma? You decide.
I've heard many times from girls, "i'm on a diet.". Now, really, how many people actually mean it? None, I suppose. First of all you're secondary school girls. What IS there to diet about? Your hormones are raging, and all that you eat gets turn into something sexy and seductive ;). Of course, eating TOO MUCH is not good for your health, but you still shouldn' deprive your body of the nutrients.
I've so much to say, yet so little time. Manda's work again. Anyway, on the last note.
If I was in love, it'd be because the girl is beautiful in the inside AND the outside. I don't fall for looks alone. Besides, i'm an ugly mug, can't be picky now, can I? ;)
So girls, stop caring about your body so much. It's the nice boys you want to attract, right? Well, nice boys don't go for looks alone. It's mainly your character that matters...
Believe it or not, this would be the very first time I've ever seen anything below 0'c fall from the sky. I was sleeping while it happened, and when my mom woke me up, she said, "Mervyn, look! Ice is falling."
I sprang to my feet, and witnessed a little miracle.
This was how bad the haze was in the morning. You could actually see it even inside the air of the classroom. I was hoping they'd shut down the school tomorrow...but...
A little Miracle happened, and all the bad air is gone...
I'm not really that jakun... I know that ice falling down from Malaysia isn't really all that amazing, since it falls once every few years. The haze had been trapping the heat and cold for such a long time, that when it finally rained, the waters had already frozen. But still...
I'll call it a little miracle. For the ice would melt away as soon as it touches the floor, but not those above. Friends stay.
Friends are my one true miracle.
p/s: thanks to zak for the info. it seems its not so much as a little miracle, but more of a national disaster! The haze is so thick now that even the sun's rays wont melt the rain in time before it touches the ground.
Was on the phone with Sufern for awhile, and realized that I suddenly felt better(for no apparent reason), and felt cheerful.
I've decided to stop being so moody, and go back to what I loved doing most in form 3:
Flirt. Joke. Laugh. Get the attention of alot of girls. Shop. Watch movies. Excercise(again), talk on the phone with sufern-cass-etc, dotA, post very rude articles-and best of all...
HAVE FUN WITH GIRLS!!!
Sufern says she missus the old me, whom she described as joyful, joke cracking, flirt, and a limelight person! =)
I'm gonna write some stupid article now. It's entitled
FUCK YOU AND YOUR SMOKE
Alright. I-AM-PISSED at our neighbouring country. Why? Oh Why? I'll tell you why. Because they don't give a damn what their actions are doing to other countries. They burn their forests to clear land, and who gets the bad effect? Us. Us 'poor' Malaysians.
And they dont get their haze, you know? Their winds BLOW the haze to us, and now we cant even see a hundred meters in front of our fagging noses. AND WHY DON'T I SEE A SINGLE REPORT IN A NEWSPAPER ABOUT ACTIONS FROM OUR GOVERMENT AGAINST IT!? I'll tell you why. Too polite. That country criticisizes us about OUR moral values. That country has citizens BURNING chinese people ALIVE because they are richer from working harder. And if that's not enough, they STILL burn their forests, and make their neighbours suffer the consecuenses(yes i know i spelt that wrong).
I M PISSED!!! Their goverment is SOOOO laid back, they critic other people, and dont even work do improve themselvs. They say that because America is soooo against their Islam ways, that makes themselves a MUCH better and civilized country. Civilized? My foot. Burning chinese...and all those shit. Bah!!!
I'm stopping my entries. TIll I get my mood back, there wont be anymore updates. Daily happenings, yes...but not my emotions and feelings...none of that lot. No more biased opinions and interesting articles.
Take your pick. I've finally gotten Zakhren to design these banners for all the SMKSU bloggers out there. You can just directly link the logos from here. Many sizes, shapes and colors to suit hopefully everyone. Put it at the side of your page if you're an SU student, AND a blogger. =) To Boon heng, change your banner to this one's, please? Yours has the word blogoshere spelt wrongly as spere(and zak's got british blood, konon).
I'm at home now, thanks to depression and a sick tummy. School would be terrible anyway, with the haze getting worse these days...
My last picture with Amanda. I hated myself in this ...fucking crappy.
In the light of which is my darkest hour so far, I had to strengthen myself and know that if this party was to be a success, I had to keep my emotions away.
Me. The freak. Readers have voted on the BROWN shirt. Thank you all.
After carrefour, I dropped by Manda's house at 3pm, bringing all the drinks and helping in whatever way I can. By 4, the DJ's equipment had arrived. All the way till 5:30, I then went home to bathe and change. Back at 6, and already things were looking up. I'll skip the part about organizing it, for the info is just too long to type, but all I can say is, We Did It. Hardwork. But we did it.
The girl of the night. Amanda. I couldn't take a picture with her that night...bah.
Sanjeve,Eric,Leon.
The DJ's booth. We had some fun tweaking with it.
Most, or ALL, the food that I had gotten people to do had came, along with much more things from Amanda's mom. Thanks to Avinesh, Colin, Origins, Sufern, Leon and Nabilah! You have no idea how much this means to me.
Li Ching and Lianne. Two of Amanda's best friends.
Jiale from high angle.
Some of the people sitting. It was quite awkward at first, and guys didnt want to mix with the girls. Bah. Typical.
Valerie and Amanda.
Jamie Koo. Jamieku?
Khe Chun, my anorexic hamster.
Bodi, Wei Jin and Adrian. Adrian looks...pleased about something.
Hmm...so many pretty girls. Lets see if I can get this right.
l-r Wan Ci, Stephanie, Xiao Yu, Mun Yee, Amanda, Jiale, and Wai Jean.
It's impossible to resist camwhoring. Even if you're a moody guy.
Amanda with the form 5's. The bunch of them didn't mix around much at first, but after a few hours they fit in perfectly.
Nicholas: *psst* I'll tell you a secret. Amanda isn't leaving for the US...it's Aliens. Aliens I tell you!!!
Sufern and uh...Xiao Yu again. I think that's about all of my camwhores. Been too busy during the party, I didn't even get to enjoy much at first...
Amelia and Amanda.
DJ's made some noise. Time to dance, people!
Uh, not yet actually. Something seems to have come up.
ooooookay. How do I label this mess? From top to bottom.
Row 1(highest): Hui Yin.
Row 2: Andrew, with Nicholas below him, Stephanie, Jia Le, Xiao Yu,
Row 3: Boon Heng, Su Lynn, Evonne, Wai Jean
Row 4: Vern Sheng and Jade.
Bleck. Vern Sheng proves he has a longer more outgoing tounge than I have. Mine's shy...
A very handsome emcee announces something...
Time for Amanda's speech.
Looking at her, I wondered. Why? Why are all these attentions diverted to her? If it was another person in the room leaving for the USA, would they have received this much reaction? Would others throw a party? Would 70 people show up? Or is it just because in my eyes, she's so special.
...I seriously don't know.
...I'm confused.
Nima told me that we've just received gate crashers. Some uninvited guests had arrived, and trouble was brewing. ...I was pissed off later that night to find out that they had entered her house, joined in the dance, and didn't even know who the hell Amanda was. Have some fucking respect la, ass.
Evonne was posing for a pic about 2 seconds earlier, but she mistook my first flash for the shot and immediately looked down for her drink.
Yih Haur looking shocked.
The DK finally grooved, and dancing ensued. Pics are blur because everybody won't stop moving. I mean, who would?
I found this picture interesting. Lianne's a GREAT dancer. She's so agressive when it comes to dancing...
Once in a while I'd walk out of the dance floor to go out for some fresh air. It was no less than a sauna in there. More than 20 people were dancing...and it just felt great.
I was too lazy to use a mirror to check, so I just took a picture of myself. Yes, ugly indeed.
This picture with cass WOULD be nice if my glasses were not crooked. Damnit.
I took a walk with some friends at the field opposite her(amanda) house, escaping the crowd. Had quite a good conversation with some very interesting individuals...
It wasn't her birthday, but I guess this suited quite well. We showered her with cold water from the icebox. Poor girl.
She was back to her old pretty and dry self in no time though. And why does fern...look...so...old in this pic......bah.
Amanda wanted a retake...which didn't turn out well.
Being an organizer in a party for once, I guess I didn't have much time to take pictures for blogging. Once the party was over...I helped manda's mom clean up. My parents came around 1am to pick me up, making me one of the last to leave...
I contemplated on myself on how happy she was that day. Did her being happy really made me happy too? Or was that something I just made up to convince myself? I didn't bother thinking about it. She's leaving. I...don't have the right to even bother her. As my car drove past her house for possibly the last time...I thought hard.
