While I'm typing this, you're all asleep, tucked in your beds...slumbering away. Derek and I talked all the way into the night, and I guess now that he's asleep, I have some things I wanted to say in this blog but didn't have the time to.
These nights...it's getting harder to sleep. I can't stop thinking about her. I toss and turn, but this thought keeps thumping on my head. She's gone. She's really gone. It's going to be almost a week...and I can still hardly believe it. Whatever hopes I had, has vanished. None.
...I can't sleep.
I miss her so much. We may not talk at all during school hours, but hearing her laugh...or watching from afar... all those make coming to school something to actually look forward to. And the holidays hasn't been very good either. I keep blowing a fuse online via msn, cos I miss my friends so much. I've hardly seen anybody for more than a week now, and I can tell you, I miss my mates.
This holiday sucked.
I don't feel like editing this post to make anything sound interesting, but this post's just for update's sake.
Ah fuck...the continuation for "Through The Window" coming up by Sunday night.
